Self Imposed Wall

We are good at

Rejecting emotion

And hiding in it.

We are but a mirror

Reflecting what we receive.

The world rejects us.

It hurts.

In place, barriers erected

Surrounding our heart.

Nothing in, nothing out.

Can I love or is

It in opposition to

My inner command?

Brick upon brick.

Nothing in, and

Nothing out.

That’s how it will be.

Built up, built down.

Just never broke down!

How can I Love,

When I can’t

Love myself?

Away! Away!

Be Away!

I push so hard,

You won’t

See what I see.

It can’t be.

Can’t be.

No hope.

No Love.

No Faith.

 No real emotion.

All is faked,

But doubt.

My emotions

Are in uproar

Behind the restricted

Dominion of

My self-IMPOSED wall.

I am the Dictator

Killer of my

Dreams and hopes.

-I duck my head

Near mirrors and

Cringe upon my seeing me.-

WHO AM I?

Can you see?

I can’t and

It’s drowning me.

Although I can’t

See through the

Opalescent Transcendence

I see you

And you seem to

See me!

Who are you?

You have become

My hope,

My faith.

My Love

And real emotion

Belongs to thee.

You helped me see me.

You gently hold

Me and break

Down my wall.

And when you see,

You smile back at me.

My Healer,

My God

And King.

I now see me.

My heart, full

For what you’ve

Done.

My Love.

My God.

My King.